Mmm...watermelon

Update!!

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 02:00:13 GMT

lol this is not just for Alisha...who by the way I miss oodles and hope you are doing well!!

Ok so I haven't really been writting about a lot of stuff, I'm really busy and the only online update I contribute to besides my phone bill is Myspace.

So for those of you who don't know:

I live in Florida with my wonderful boyfriend and his family...they are awesome!
I work at a bank as a teller and I like the job but you know...its work lol.
I have two tattoos and I'm blonde lol.
I bought a new car! Its a 2007 Dodge Caliber and it looks like a little baby hippo.
I'm learning about building credit, managing loans, and money and basically learning how to be an adult.

There have been a lot of things that I've had to get over and accept, but I've also started to tap into my "inner bitch" and learn how to stand up for myself and speak my opinions no matter what, however, I will always use my manners my moma tought me and I try to be really open mindedand see both sides.

My parents divorce will be final next Thursday and my father has chosen not to be a part of our family. I'm thankful for everything my mom does for us. We'll be just fine without my father.

My little sister just turned 18 and its crazy haha!

umm....I'm sure theres tons more but thats all I feel like writting.

Hope everything is good with everyone else! LOVE YALL!

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 22:24:36 GMT

Ok I know this is belated but I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and a good New Years!

OMFGoshh

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:36:09 GMT

I GOT MY LETTER FROM SENIOR RETREAT IN THE MAIL AND IT IS SOOO FUNNY!!!!!

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 18:16:59 GMT

My grandpop died.

Please keep my family in your prayers.

Yeah I forgot my password...

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 07:34:01 GMT

I haven't written in a long ass time.

My grandpop has had a second stroke. He has not only survived years of alcohol abuse and near-death illnesses related to the alcohol abuse, but also a heart attack and a stroke. He's known as the miracle man...he's in his late 70's and just keeps trucking. But this time the doctors do not think my grandpop is going to pull through.
My mom asked if I could say a prayer.

I normally know what to pray for. I normally have questions to ask, or rather no trouble at all asking for God's help. But this time I'm confused what it is to actually pray for about my grandpop. I want to pray for my grandpop to be ok, but everyone else seems to already be saying their goodbyes. So I wasn't sure if my mom was asking me to pray for the situation or for my grandpop.

I don't know. All I know is that this is the only journal that I keep anymore, a quie place to collect my thoughts or throw ideas out into the void and know that a few friends can read them.

I also know that whether or not I figure out the words to use, God will take care of everything.

It makes me really sad to think of anyone dying, especially a family member. My sister Emily has decided that she no longer celebrates any Holiday because there is nothing to celebrate. I think thats untrue and sad as well.

A lot of random thoughts. Sorry.

Just pray.

Everything will turn out alright.

L.O.L

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 02:17:14 GMT

If you haven't gone to see Hot Rod yet...go see it! It is halarious!!

In here...somewhere

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 00:37:39 GMT

"I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found...I'm not lost."

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 03:14:57 GMT

The truth:

Your phone was cutting in and out, dad, but I didn't lose service, I hung up.

Happy Birthday! Party Like A Rockstar!

Wed, 30 May 2007 02:44:35 GMT

YAY I'M 21!!

Thank you to everyone who called me!

Luv you!

4 Hours until I'm 21!!

Tue, 29 May 2007 04:28:27 GMT

There are certain times a year you hear from people you haven't heard from in a while. Like in highschool I hung out with my negiborhood friends more than school friends in the summer, but over the school year I'd lose touch with some. So on holidays like Thanksgiving and Christmas, I know they'd always call to hang out. Or like when your grandparents call to wish you Happy Easter or Happy St. Patricks Day...or Merry Christmas.

I haven't talked to my father in almost three months. He has made the decision to slowly fase out of mine and my two sisters lives. He communicates through breif and very random text messages saying the same empty promises of calling us or visiting us. (For those of you who don't know, my parents are getting a divorce...for those of you who do know the real story, you know this has been going on between my parents for a while). Emily and I haven't had him as a dad for a long time, but Bridget is just now figuring it out and its hard for her.

Anyways...I got a phone call today before we went out to dinner, a voicemail from my dad saying that he was on his lunch break and wanted to talk to me on my special day. My mom must have reminded him it was my brithday comming up, because if he knew it on his own, he would have called TOMORROW which actually is my birthday.

After I listened to it I rolled my eyes and laughed...listening to the voicemail person say "to delete this message press 7, to listen to this message again press 4..." Normally I'd press the 7 without a question, but instead this time I just stood there thinking about how I haven't talked to my dad in forever, how it was nice of him to attempt to wish me happy birthday even if it was a day early, and when it really comes down to it...my dad did the best he could when we were growing up. I was interupted by the bvoicemail saying "message saved".

In a way, I'm glad it saved the message. Because its nice getting good voicemails.

Besides, if we couldn't laugh at it, we'd cry. Right? So lets laugh!

"I got all 3 letters on my report card" "Really?...Wait which ones?" "...A..B..C."

Wed, 16 May 2007 00:42:47 GMT

Its no excuse...the dog ate my coloring book.

Then pooped the rainbow.

Sun, 13 May 2007 19:11:03 GMT

"Stepping down is easy. Stepping up is a challenge. Don't allow people to convince you to keep stepping down, because eventually those people will step on you."

-Moesha

Gotta love Charm School. HAHA

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 00:02:40 GMT

"I'd rather be a could-be if I cannot be an are, because a could-be is a maybe who is reaching for a star. I'd rather be a has-been than a might-have-been, by far, for a might-have-been has never been, but a has was once an are."
~Milton Berle

You've Got Mail

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 17:36:10 GMT

HAY

has anyone gotten their letter they wrote to themselves on our Senior Retreat yet??

Come on Charlotte Catholic...get on it!

Funny

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 02:43:06 GMT

I had a really weird dream. It's almost 9pm now so the details are lost. But I do know that Alisha, Nina, my sister and Natalie and Jenn...oh and Aimee.

I had to ride a bike with my sister to drop her off at school, then Natalie called me asking to come to lunch.

Alisha had hand-drawn tattoos all across her back and had twins?? She looked really good for having twins though! lol

Nina was like really really short.

But like none of us wanted to catch up on different things during lunch, we just sat at the table talking about stuff like we used to.

Maybe it was something I ate.

BRIDGET BAYES IS 17?!?!?!

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 03:16:37 GMT

Happy Birthday little sis!

Ok so this is from a while ago, but it was a funny story.

So, right before I moved from Texas, my boyfriend, two sisters and I went to the mall to do some after-Christmas shopping. (Gift cards lol) While we were there, we thought it'd be really fun to go put-putting...GLOW IN THE DARK PUT-PUTTING! It was really fun, but there were these little kids that were playing behind us.
There were two of them and four of us, plus they were impatient little kids so they kept waiting on us. After a while we felt rushed but kinda lost interest of the game because it was a long golf course thing. Emily was last to put everytime so on one of the last holes she decided she wasn't going to take the little kids crap anymore.
We finished the hole and started to put on the one next to it and here come the damn kids not even waiting for us to finish! They were putting their glow in the dark balls down the green while we were picking ours up. Emily STANDS on the freaking put-put hole! The little kids looked so puzzled and I almost peed in my pants from laughing so hard!
Emily would never do something like that and I couldn't believe it! OMG that was priceless!

HAHA!

ok That was good. Oh, and yes, she eventually got off the damn hole so they coulcd finish their little put-put game.

Halleluiah, Holla back!

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 22:38:49 GMT

omg...love The White Rapper Show. It is so entertaining.

yo, yo yo yo...check it.

Das right folk. lol too funny!

Would yall take me seriously if I really acted like that? I hope you would laugh! lol

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:42:40 GMT

Good thing I drank after someone whose boyfriend has a sorethroat/cold. Good one. Now I feel like poop.

oh well.

"Quevas hacer, hermano?"

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 17:55:19 GMT

Ok, here we go. I have an interview later today for a sales position.

I'm really burnt out on nothing hiring, so this one I'm going to try my best to get a call back/good position.

I need to go in there with the mindframe that I'll get the job. Confident not cocky.

I can do it!

Dance, dance!

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:54:37 GMT

Going to the club tonight!

Everyone keeps telling me different things about this place, the girls say its always drama. Ok well, why would you want to go somewhere that "is always drama"? Further more, why hang out or pretend to be nice to people you don't want to hang out with? I guess they want to limit the drama by being two faced...wait...what?

Spare me, please.

Dance, dance! Dance so they can't reach you!

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 22:46:20 GMT

I saw "Step Up". Yum. He is beautiful.

But I wouldn't pick anyone over my wonderful boyfriend lol!

But still...every girl should watch that movie. Good dancing.

The girl is hot too. lol

Hire me?

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 23:01:20 GMT

PLEASE SOMEONE HIRE ME! lol

I need a job. I'm getting frustrated. But not giving up.

You Betta Recognize!

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 19:22:57 GMT

OH MY GOSH! I just found out that my sister BRidget and Lily may possibly be visiting me within the next two months or so. I'M SO EXCITED!

BRidget might actually come stay for a weekend, while Lily is trying to go to Panama City for Spring Break (which is like 1 hour away from where I live) and we can meet up! YAY!

But I still need a job, so the search continues. I did recently see somthing in the classifieds though that I could be good at, but I'm a little unsure.

But I'm going for it because I really need a job! lol

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 18:55:18 GMT

I have got to stop letting people intimidate me as much as they do.

It's obvious I have trust issues and always go into situations with assumtions, but there's no reason for me to shut myself out like that.

Who says I can't fit in here to?

I have got to stop letting people intimidate me.

I have got to stop letting my worries hold me back from great things.

Come on, Mollie, where are you?

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 17:36:42 GMT

Worry looks around, sorry looks back, and faith looks up. Have faith.

xoxo